Tuesday, May 12, 2009

惨.. Orientation Week

今天真的真的很闷... 整天都要听超无聊的讲座..
Orientation week果然是最惨最惨的一个礼拜哩...现在知道Senior不是危言耸听啦..
想了好久终于做出决定啦..
选择了.. Physic.. 要努力了.. 不能后悔了,不过好像还是提不劲读书啦.. 宁愿坐在电脑前面都不大想读书哩..
今天听了一个Australia来的学生阐述了她们国家的教育制度啦...很羡慕哩.. 
不过算啦..认命了.. 努力读书!! 加油!! 要给自己打气! 

Saturday, May 9, 2009

我怕..

星期一就要开学了,心中难免回有一丝丝的不悦,
因为一开学,一切一切烦恼又来了..

开学了,我和她将各奔东西了,拿的科系自然也不会一样,不可能的象以前般一起,互相帮助对方了..

好怕,我们将分开到不同的学校学习,以往每当不开心,烦恼时,都会有她安慰我,帮我.
我真的哭了.

完全没有勇气去想象没了她的日子,我无法装作若无其事的样子来骗自己.. 
当我生气冲动时,没人会劝我了,
当我遇到困难时,也只能孤军作战,
当我哭,没人会给我纸巾擦眼泪了......

上中六了,能够在一起的时间几乎是零了,除了在一起补习,我们没有时间能在一起了..
补习时又要专心上课,她父母肯定不会让她出街的..
 两人之间缺少了沟通,恐怕有一天最不想发生的事将会变成事实......

Friday, May 1, 2009

我的挚友

因为一个朋友..我回来了... 就是我挚友---婕绮.
曾经一度与她失去联络.. 这次找回她,那种"失而复得"的感觉是难以形容的.. 
怀念已经成为过去式的日子.. 她选择了在新加坡求学,我能做的只是"祝君安好",及偶尔上网与之聊天..
虽然... 比起以前能在一起开玩笑,打打骂骂可说是有点可望而不可及,可是...
现在我已经心满意足了.. 因为能知道我的挚友仍然安好,那已经是上天赐予我最珍贵的礼物了..

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Tagged

001. Real name → ChunHua
002. Nickname(s)→ PorkChopBun
004. Zodiac sign → Libra
005. Male or female → Male .
006. Elementary → Chung Shan?! Yup.. it is
007. Middle School → SMJK Chung Shan
008. High School →SMJK Yuk Choy... zz
010. Hair color → Black .
011. Long or short → Middle gua. .
012. Loud or Quiet → Depend on mood..>_<
013. Sweats or Jeans → what is tat?
014. Phone or Camera → Phone .
015. Health freak → Yes .
016. Drink or Smoke? → NEVER!!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Yup.
018. Eat or Drink → Both la of cuz...
019. Piercings → Yes .
020. Tattoos → None . FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → F3...
024. First best friend → Meng Hong??
025. First award → Blow Water wakaka
026. First crush → Got Got 027. First pet → Lucky.. My dog ^_^
028. First big vacation → None.
030. First big birthday → When primary school...

CURRENTLY: 049. Eating → Nothing .
050. Drinking → Nothing .
052. I'm about to → sleep . BORINGZZ..
053. Listening to → Songs .
054. Plans for today → Boil computer games . 055.
Waiting for → someone to call with me

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Yea .
059. Want to get married? → Don't know .
060. Careers in mind →Psychologist
068. Lips or eyes → Both .
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller .
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic .
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both .
074. Sensitive or loud→ Sensitive .
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship .
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Neither .

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts →Always...=="
081. Ran away from home → I wish it's happening right now
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Can i have a guns? Perhaps a tank will be better..
083. Killed somebody → Any Target???
084. Broken someone's heart → Not sure....
085. Been arrested → Nope 087. Cried when someone died → Hmm... nobody die yet... didn't try before.. Don't want to try too..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yea
090. Miracles → Sometimes...
091. Love at first sight → Don't know wor..
092. Heaven → Hmm??
093. Santa Claus → I believe in his present.. hehe
094 Tooth Fairy--> No .
095. Kiss on the first date -> Nope.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → No
099. Do you believe in God → I'm Freethinker
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people →
Zilian-You know it.. ;-) hehe..
CherKye-My Best Friend in my entire life ^_^
MengHong-My Best Friend Since we are still young at primary school ;)
Jonathan-My Comrade!! We are brother in Arms !!
Yoon Hong-This Disco Guys!! ROCKS!!
Jieqi-My lost contact friend... sobx..
=]

淡了?浓了?

我怀念,当时能常在一起,吃喝,玩,谈天.. 这些事情看起来真的很简单很简单,可是为什么对我来说会是一种奢侈呢?
就来要离开了,好想趁这段时间,与心爱的,留一段美好的回忆,因为时间再不属于我们了..转眼间已17了,有时会想,16,17时的快乐,是否要等到20甚至30才能享受到呢? 或者那根本不属于我呢?
渴望刻骨铭心,做到了.. 过去了.. 想再重温,可以吗?
文字已代替了一切吗? 短讯已逐渐取代了空气的震动,淡了?浓了?

Monday, January 19, 2009

脆弱了..

脆弱了..
看到某些事情某些情景,泪珠总会不听使唤地脱框而出...

有时候会去想,是我太傻了吗? 老是担心天总有一天会塌下来..压死我...
那道柏林围墙能真的象历史般被拆掉吗? 越来越高,已经望不到它的顶点了.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

人性本善

"人之初,性本善......"三字经的前面六个字,是我们的祖先为安慰自己而写呢,还是人性果真是本善呢?
无知的我今天才突然间发现原来我的性命已经危在旦夕了,公公又再进医院了,频密的进医院次数引起了我们的怀疑,每次我们都会以为是公公自己将吃东西的管拔掉,原来是我们错怪了他,是那该死的印尼女佣在搞鬼.
今天才惊觉原来她已经和外界人有联系了,就连邻居也说当我们不在家时时常有人来找女佣,在女佣的日记竟然发现原来她每次都故意弄公公进医院,趁机出去外面跟她的狗友见面.
报纸上已经有许多主人被女佣害的案件了,我不想成为下一个,就算发生什么事情都是主人错的,女佣就算杀了人也不会有罪,反而无罪释放,甚至可以反控主人非礼等等.

其实,我们对她还算不好吗? 一而再地偷东西都容忍她,顶撞我们等可耻行为,我们都已经忍了,她现在竟然还这样做!?
人性本善? 或者这句话是对的,换句话来说它们并不是人!以怨报德,不知廉耻是人类所为吗?
枉社会许多有心人士还特地为它们成立组织保护它们.请问,这样一来又有谁来保护无辜的主人呢?挖钱包请它们来受气!
You Pandai You Buat! 如果我去打工时这样对老板说话,恐怕我立即就升职做量地官了!前途无限光明呢!
为什么政府还要让他们入境我们的国家呢? 来跟本地人争饭吃呀?或者为罪案率的提升做出贡献?难道别家的宠物比自家的子
女来得高贵吗?